I'M HOME!

I must say 2009 was hard on me. Too many dramatic happen this year and I dont which to recall any of it.. Just sweet moments will do. I did soul searching this morning right after I woke up. This year or for all the years I've not been keeping my promises eventhough some I  did swear upon secrecy. I tried convicing myself " Im better than what you think " but it just empty words. This year , I've shown alot of my true colours to everyone including hero. Oh bother, why should I even rumble about the bitter past ? Shouldnt I be boasting around for the people who care and love me? This year , My mum is a little bit patient with my behaviour. She searched for my private school and used her money for my education and needs. Im really glad to have my mum in my life to share with. Eventhough I gave her hard times, she still smiled or sometimes she'll be steam-headed ( rarely nowdays ) She's a complete new person this year.. She even make the first move by seeking forgiveness but some human being   are    just  , lets not talk about it. I must thank dad for showing his love towards us. Usually , he'll keep quite and smoke and make us invisible. This year , whenever I salam him, he'll give me three kisses. Two on the cheeks and another on my forehead. I really thank Ayah Hassan for teaching him to be a lovable man. To be with his wife in good or bad times. This year , my parents are so loving towards each other ,  they wont easily misintreprate each other. If mum was to fire up , dad will cool her down. Thats what couple should do arent they?

Im not done yet.. theres still lots more I need to continue. Sister, Hero , Big Momma,  My IM family and lots more. Coz I need to do chores. -,-

Promise , I'll update this blog of mine -,-
afterrrrrr i finish my worrrrrrrrrrrk !

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My KL trip wasnt that great because we didnt have the chance to go to the berjaya time square & sunway which we usually go every year. Very Sian. All the way there , we shop till drop eh. And for the first time we went to Petaling Street.. Seriously there's nothing over there except for fake gucci and bla bla. Eventhough its not original though it looks like one.. I was very very tempted and bought a T & Co bracelet. My shopping list not done yet eh! I really one those real slivery bracelet. Wait till money fall from the sky. Ha Ha Ha -,-

NEXT TRIP WE MUST GO TO THE JAPANESE RESTAURANT HOKAY MUMMY?

I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT TO UPDATE BUT MY FINGERS ARE TOO ITCHY TO TYPE!

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